I have to admit....

I have to admit sometimes I have a hard time letting go - even when I know something is bad for me. At times I get really dependent on places, things, and people and I forget that I do not need any of that to function. There have been many times where I have COMPLETELY inconvenienced myself just so i can be with certain people, or live in a moment -- and when I get burned I look back at it all like "why did i do that? what was it all for?"

I find myself hopping from one "crutch" to another to fill voids and insecurities within myself. it wasn't until I got tired of the temporary fixes that I really looked at myself, and addressed the issue.

Checking myself was probably the hardest part because I had to admit to myself that I had a real problem... which no one wants to hear. Fixing is sometimes the easy the part lol.

But I embrace the good things in my life, and the bad because without it I would not be who I am today. (as cliche as it sounds)