The po po got me!

So yesterday I was in the park with some friends. It was about 12am.....and all of a sudden the cops roll up. at first it was just one cop car. next thing i know I'm looking around and theres 6 cops, 2 lieutenants, and 4 Ds. SMH long story short, they gathered all of us(about 25 ppl) and took our IDs and gave us court summons'. we were "in the park after hours" smh. fuck the police

First Semester

all in all my first semester at Del State was very......interesting. Nothing really went the way I thought it was gonna go, I met a lot of different TYPES people(sometimes in the same person), but I still had a lot of fun. it would've been a totally different experience if i didn't have my partner in crime. idk where i would be or who i would've been with without her.

The Band: I don't think I have ever met so many people with so much potential and no motivation. even tho a good number of people in the band suck more ass than a gay prostitute, the majority can actually be good if they tried. Its like they're ok with being mediocre, ok with playing elementary arrangements, ok with sounding like trash. SMH. i don't know where some of these people got their work ethic from......


The People: now the people at DSU take the cake for being unusual. never have i EVER met people like this. I swear if I would have went there when I FIRST got out of H.S., I would've been a victim to many situations. These individuals are what we like to call "light switches".
they can switch personalities just as quick as a light switch can turn a room from dark to light.
I have met: people with OCD, multiple personality disorder, manipulators, sex hungry beasts, alcoholics, pill poppers, whores, people who eat their problems away, and people who are confused about their sexuality so they put down the people who actually know themselves. SMH. out of all the people i have met, and situations i have been in, there's only a handful of people I can see myself really being friends with. and out of that handful theres one group who seems truly genuine. They don't care what anyone thinks of them, they do what they do whenever and wherever and they ALWAYS get their L.I.F.E. lol.


The Food: as much as people try to shit on the food, this is honestly the best cafeteria food I have ever had in my life. at DSU food is always accessible. the caf is always open and the refills are free. other than the rapid weight gain, and diarrhea theres no complaints about the food.


overall I take DSU as its own little world filled with every type of person and situation that exists in the real world. this is all preparing me whats to come later on in life.

I thought about you today.....

I thought about you again today…..it’s like I can’t help myself. I used to be able to get out of this depression mode that you put me in…but now it’s as if I’m never normal, I’m always depressed…because of you….

I wonder what would happen if I just told you. Just put it out there let you know how I was truly feeling. Would you reject me? Would you share the same feelings?

Sometimes I just sit and look at your picture and wonder what you’re doing. Wonder if you think about me even half as much as I think about you. Then I try to snap out of it, tell myself “GET OVER IT PRINCE! How could you be so sprung over someone who doesn’t even know you exist???”

You see because to you I'm friend, and that’s all you see when you look at me. The real me, the lover side of me can’t be seen with your eyes….

So I guess a part of me is never truly alive when it comes to you….

It’s the worst feeling in the world to know I’ll never be able to be myself around you, and tell you how much I care for you….love you.

The sad part is that I truly do love you. Your mind, your walk, your weird personality, your imperfections…

So I guess I’ll just sit here, thinking about you. Thinking about what could be.

Thinking about the hugs, kisses, and anniversaries we’ll never share….